Questo non è un film sulla mamma

«...When she just had that "VERITAS" tattoo and the cluster of tattoos adjacent to it, I used to be able to think of her as still the genuinely innocent suburban mom. The story in the back of my head was that she just made some impulsive decisions, back in college, without thinking about how much she'd regret those tattoos years later. Yeah, she also got used sexually by a few guys back then, but every time it happened, she sobbed to herself while she did the "walk of shame" back to her dorm room the next morning. She didn't look back on any of this fondly. It was all an embarrassment to her. She wasn't truly a slut, even back in college, despite the tattoos. She was just an insecure, naive, vulnerable girl who fell a few times for sweet nothings being whispered in her ear. She wasn't, now, a housewife trying to pretend that she's not really a hoe at her core. She really is a housewife at her core, stuck with a daily reminder of the events in her life that she most regrets. I used to be able to look at Bettie and see her like that.

But with the recent explosion of tattoos all over her body, I can no longer effortlessly hold that fantasy. Now, I have to actively pretend that I'm not seeing what I'm clearly seeing. (It's the same effort I have to go though when I--someone who loves big tits but DESPISES fake ones--see a video with a girl with fake tits; I rarely watch such actresses, no matter how good their dirty talk is.)

If her tattoos were at least feminine, it would be a lot better. Some delicate flowers, or a bunch of cute cartoon frogs and unicorns and the like, or maybe some Chinese characters, even a big dragon on her back (if I recall correctly, Kelly Payne or Painted Rose has something like this, and it's still feminine). Tattoos like that can sometimes even enhance the girl's femininity. But, no, Bettie has these ghoulish, "I'm so tough" (i.e., masculine) designs on her that aren't even interesting from an artistic perspective. These designs don't deserve a spot on a wall, much less on a beautiful, sexy, feminine body like Bettie's.

It's a shame. What a waste. Nevertheless, she's the most intelligent, the best actress, and the most believable dirty talker of any porn star. I can't give her up.»